so today I had to do my IOP for english (I take IB) and I had a full on out panic attack because my name was called out first and I guess I just felt overwhelmed by the pressure because it would most definitely determine my future. But the main reason Im writing this post is because Ive finally found real friendship sinse Nurlyana left. I mean I had Ashley and Astrea, but no one as close as I was with noodles. So when I was having my panic attack one look at me and my friends started volunteering to take my place... and I just can't believe they would do that for me. Now I'm still not completely sold with ISY in terms of education and all that, but the people are amazing. Well at least in my grade, we have no cliques and they're just generally so nice I feel so fortunate for moving and meeting them. Alice smith was cool with all the class rooms and gadgets, but the people? honestly so many of us have left and there were so many divisions and I coudnt find that close group of friends that would wait for me at my locker or would just want to hangout (I sound like a loner but seriously I wasn't it's just not the culture to go to each others houses and stuff) and also the fact that I couldn't properly connect with some people... I think I was just missing my old friends and didn't like he people changing so much I stopped wanting to connect with people (to the point where we got really close) because I always thought they'd leave... I know DEEP right? anywaz I'm just happy for the change and it's nice to know that no ones leaving for now and that they have my backs... seriously no one in alice smith would do that for me from what I remember even my friends (I'm not including older friends I mean the friends I had like last year) then again I've never been in that situation with them so who am I to know whether they would or whether they wouldn't. So on an ending note I would just like to say how grateful I am and how much I love my friends.
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