When you're a teenager you think you can mess up whenever you want right? WRONG! lets just say I screwed up on Friday and I made the most irrational decisions... if you're one of those people that are thinking that because you're asian you're type casted and you want to be wild for a bit, trust me, there is a limit you can go. Let's just say you crossed that limit...you are going to regret it, especially if you live in asia, in particular if you live in Myanmar. This place is so weird because they gossip so much and if you mess up your reputation is down the drain. Therefore, I've learnt my lesson and will never ever ever be associated with that stuff, I just don't want to ruin my reputation on such an easy thing that you can avoid. Lets just say I regret that decision and it won't happen again because I love my family and I don't want to be that kid that defies her parents or doesn't tell them where she's going ( I was supposed to go to a bengali party but I didn't want to instead I went out with my friends). I think moving here I'm having a slight identity crisis.. don't worry I know who I am though and am going to be myself again ASAP because I don't like who I am currently I think I need to focus on blogging, school and work experience. In the end I don't want to grow up with regret I want to be someone who thinks: oh I messed up that one time but I'm proud of myself as I saw it was wrong and decided to make a change.
Going on to a less serious topic, today was my mums CEO's daughters graduation/birthday party. They were doing kareoke and my mum nominated me so I sang Ed Sheerans lego house ( I sang a cover for my gran on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wnCiWWrOnE). It was really scary even though it was casual. I'm not used to singing on mike so it was different and I think the adrenaline kicked in because I felt really shaky after it and I still don't remember it (I remember singing it but I don't... get it?) it was good practice I guess for funfair, because you have a lot of control but when you get up there it's a whole different experience because in a way you can't really hear yourself. I think it's best if you just try to talk in to the mike to gage how loud you need to sing and then just think of calm thoughts and the lyrics.
be sure to check out my beauty blog at: http://mymakeuplife.blogspot.com/
Going on to a less serious topic, today was my mums CEO's daughters graduation/birthday party. They were doing kareoke and my mum nominated me so I sang Ed Sheerans lego house ( I sang a cover for my gran on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wnCiWWrOnE). It was really scary even though it was casual. I'm not used to singing on mike so it was different and I think the adrenaline kicked in because I felt really shaky after it and I still don't remember it (I remember singing it but I don't... get it?) it was good practice I guess for funfair, because you have a lot of control but when you get up there it's a whole different experience because in a way you can't really hear yourself. I think it's best if you just try to talk in to the mike to gage how loud you need to sing and then just think of calm thoughts and the lyrics.
be sure to check out my beauty blog at: http://mymakeuplife.blogspot.com/
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